I wish I could change the past but I cannot. The fact is, we don't know each other and I am sorry for that. I wish your mom would have allowed me to be a part of your life. There is not a day that passes that I don't think about you and if you are okay. What hurt me the most from this last contact is that you tried everyone else first before you contacted the one who cares the most. Why? I moved the entire family from Ventura to be here closer to you so that I could get you out of the court system. Dylan and I drove 5 to 6 hours to be here for you during court dates before we moved here and and another 5 or 6 to get home. I gave up many things to help you but I was turned away by you when someone offered something more. I don't want to see you go through what you are now going through but it is your decision. I have been to the streets and back several times. I know what you are feeling. Maybe not all the time you feel that way but when you see a family, a father, a mother, and their children, do you ever wish that it could be you? I did. I am sorry, but I must realize that YOU are making this decision. By not turning yourself in you have chosen the life of the streets. I could not believe that you would quite simply say "then I'll stay on the streets." Since you have made your decision then I as well have to make a final decision. This decision is based upon your decision to think only of yourself and not what you have put me, Branka, Kaitlynn and Dylan through. From here on out, you are on your own. I can't put it any other way than that. Please do not call us with your stories, with your demands, or whatever else you come up with. Eventually, this will catch up to you. Maybe you'll finally wake up and realize you threw it all away. Your name will no longer be allowed in my home and I have only two children. Kaitlynn and Dylan. Do not call us anymore. And when the world comes crashing down, do not blame anyone but yourself. You brought this upon you. Tomorrow, I will contact Justin and let him know that I no longer want to be contacted regarding you and your life. Goodbye Sarah. I wish you would have figured it out before it came to this but you did not want to. Live your life, do not come here or call here. This is the hardest thing I ever had to do, but enough is enough. You blame everyone else for your running away and for all the problems you have but the fact is you made the decision. You dont even have a basic education but yet you know everything. Well, girl, the ball is in your court. You are in charge. Run your life, you are truly on your own.
my letter to you, you bastard!***YOU ARE ONE WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT! NO A COWARD. A POOR FUCKING EXCUSE FOR A FATHER. YOU DONT EVEN DESERVE THAT NAME , FATHER, !!! ALL YOU DESERVE TO BE CALLED IS DOG SHIT, SATAN'S WARM PISS. YOUR NOT EVEN GOOD ENOUGH TO BE CALLED A SPERM DONER. FUCK YOU! HOW CAN YOU SAY YOU LOVE HER, THAN WHEN THINGS GET HARD AND ARN'T GOING YOUR WAY ABANDON HER. THEN TELL HER ITS ALL HER FAULT. YOU FUCKING LOW-LIFE! YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE IS YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!YOU SAY YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CARES. THE ONE WHO CARES THE MOST. YOU COMPLAIN OF THINGS YOU GAVE UP. HOURS YOU SPENT FOR HER. THE " BUMPS IN THE ROAD". WELL THATS WHAT A TRUE LOVING FATHER WOULD GIVE UP FOR THEIR KID....AND THEY WOULDNT SIT THERE AND COMPLAIN, THEY WOULD NEVER SAY IT WAS A BURDEN. NEVER!YOU DESERVE TO ROT IN HELL. NOT EVEN HELL, HELL IS TOO GOOD FOR YOU! IF YOU REALLY LOVED HER YOU WOULD STICK BY HER SIDE THROUGH THICK AND THIN. NO MATTER WHAT. BUT INSTEAD YOU WROTE HER OFF. DISOWNED HER. TERMINATED HER EXISTANCE IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHY? JUST BECAUSE SHE DIDNT MAKE THE CHOICE YOU THOUGH WAS RIGHT! THAT YOU AND YOUR LOW-LIFE WIFE THOUGHT WAS RIGHT. WELL FUCK YOU AND FUCK YOUR WIFE. YOU DONT DESERVE HER. ... IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING LISTEN TO HER. YOU WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE IS GOING THROUGH. AND WHY SHE MADE THE CHOICE SHE MADE....THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO LOVE HER. TRULY LOVE HER. AND NO MATTER WHAT WOULD NEVER WRITE HER OFF, ABANDON HER. NOTHING LIKE THAT! ITS CALLED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. I AM NOT EVEN RELATED TO HER AND I HAVE THAT FOR HER. YOU HER OWN BIOLOGICAL FATHER, DOESNT EVEN HAVE LOVE FOR HER. JUST PLAIN OLD REGULAR LOVE, YOU DONT HAVE IT! FUCK YOU THAN SHE DOESNT NEED YOU. YOU LOW-LIFE. SHE HAS THE PEOPLE WHO TRULY CARE FOR HER. AND MOST OF THEM ARNT EVEN RELATED TO HER.
AND FUCK YOU, SHE IS A WONDERFUL PERSON. SHE DOESNT DO DRUGS, SHE HAS GOALS, MORALS, VALUES, SHE HAS MORE NOW AT AGE 16 ALMOST 17 THAN YOU WILL EVER HAVE IN YOUR LIFE. WHO ARE YOU TO PLACE HER EDUCATION LEVEL, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HER. JUST BECAUSE SHE IS ON THE RUN DOESNT MEAN SHES THROWING HER LIFE AWAY!
WELL SINCE YOU DONT KNOW, I THINK ILL TELL YOU, SHE STUDIES EVERY DAY. AND NOT JUST BASIC EDUCATION, HIGHER EDUCATION, COLLEGE STUDIES. SO FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF!.. SHES NOT ON THE RUN FOR FUN. SHES NOT THROWING HER LIFE AWAY. SHE HAS MADE GOALS AND ARE REACHING THEM. BUT YOU WOULDNT KNOW THAT NOW WOULD YOU. OF COURSE NOT...BECAUSE YOU DONT FUCKING CARE. YOUR A FAKE.!!!!AND NOW YOUR WASTING MY TIME SO FUCK YOU FUCK OFF , SHES TOO GOOD FOR YOU. YOU AND YOUR WIFE ARE LOW-LIFE PIECES OF SHIT. I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL. I HOPE YOU CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT. JUST IMAGINE YOU JUST BASICALLY ABORTED YOUR KID, YOU KILLED HER, YOU PIECE OF SHIT.......GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING BASTARD!
WHEN YOUR AN ASSHOLE,
KARMA'S A BITCH!!!!